Driving on roads…

Driving can be really irritating at times. Though mostly I enjoy driving & being new in the trade I like to drive around myself but sometimes some instances leave me wondering do I really want to do it. Our roads are said to be unsafe for pedestrians but it won’t be wrong to say they’re equally unsafe for drivers also. Many of the accidents take place because of irresponsible behavior of those crossing roads or even moving on footpaths. They don’t realize it’s easier for them to stop for few minutes & then move on but it’s very difficult for a fast moving car to slow down suddenly or for that matter stop completely. They’ll act smart by using a hand as a sign for traffic to stop & they’ll keep moving themselves. Oh god it gets so irritating. And they don’t realize if by chance the speeding vehicle won’t be able to stop, god knows what’ll happen. Another thing that really drives me crazy when driving on smaller, congested lanes is that people don’t even move aside. One keeps blowing the horn to find some place to move but nothing helps. People will give way only when they’ll feel like. Else they’ll keep walking right in the middle of the road. The irony is that if any pedestrian by chance gets hit by a vehicle, nobody blames him. It’s entirely the fault of the driver & he can even get beaten up because of this. I drive very carefully. And I walk very carefully too. I respect people driving on the roads & have become a better pedestrian myself. All thanks to the fact that now I drive myself & know what other drivers go through.

That little girl inside me…

Somewhere inside me still lives a little girl. She is childish, immature, innocent & shy. Sometimes she overtakes me & then I become a different person. I’m a grown up individual, understand my responsibilities, am kind of extrovert, enjoy my independence & want to live life on my own terms. I don’t like anybody’s interference but still at times I need emotional support. I become sad & get into my shell. I don’t feel like talking to anybody. I feel like crying. This is one way that little girl shows her presence inside me. At other times I become very stubborn. Nobody can deter me from what I want. People think I’m mad but I never care about what others say. There’re very few people who are important for that little girl. She listens to only these people. I sometimes wonder how I can get rid of her. But then is she actually different from me? Does she have a different identity? The truth is that no we’re not two identities but two faces of same individual who like everybody else has different shades of personality. That’s what I’m.

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its been quiet some time now since i wrote last. though not many people read my blog as of now. its only robins i guess who sometimes checks in. thanks buddy. i agree there's nothing much here to read or follow. i promised to myself to keep writing regularly but then that's how life is. sometimes i don't get time & at other times don't feel like. but today is different. i didn't have time & neither was very excited to write but just opened it & started writing. there's nothing new happening at my end. all is same except that now i can drive pretty well, am not afraid of traffic jams & can go for long drives also. i no longer have any road fear. this is quiet an achievement for me. besides this nothing much to share.